the last few nights, we have eaten extremely well.

wednesday, after a strange day involving pastors, testimonies and my deep-seated troubles with the church, the Wolf and i had sushi. really good sushi. Waraji sushi. i told our sushi chef that the day had been bad until that point.

p.s. honeymoon rolls are heavenly.

then, dinner last night was yummy. fennel is my new favorite veggie...especially when it's crowned with some melty mascarpone cheese and stuck under a broiler. oh my god and the scallops with bacon; i could eat those every day. then some coarsely mashed potatoes with just a little butter and lots of salt and pepper.

mmph. now i'm hungry.

i was lying awake last night, caffeine from the two cups of coffee still cleaving me to the world of the waking, mumbling something to him as he breathed, falling asleep. i was jealous that he can doze anywhere, but i was musing that sometimes i don't have much to say that hasn't already been said. i come home and i talk, i feel heard and acknowledged. i guess that's the only real reason that this blog seems on the decline. weeks between postings. it used to be that i couldn't go a day without.

but i'm busy. busy with work, life, wedding, more work, and, most importantly, alone time. with the Wolf. and some kitties. who aren't always the best behaved creatures, but they try.

definitely hungry now. my last dollar i left in my pants pocket at home in the clothes hamper. damn.