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a year ago, yesterday, i didn't know that he existed.
a year ago, today, i did.
i can't believe all the things that have changed in a year. and here, a year hence, how much more myself i am.
today is also important as it marks a month until he comes home.
i'm practicing being strong, but also allowing myself the license to loneliness. separation naturally brings on feelings like this. i'm human no matter how much i try to avoid it. i long. i cry. i recover. i feel selfish for my loneliness, but loneliness is so much different from self-pity. this is not self-pity.
mostly, i think it's okay for a girl to be homesick when she is home without the person who makes it home.
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its amazing to think how much one day makes a difference in our lives. :) I'm glad that you two are so happy together...
Posted by megily @ 04/17/2004 11:39 PM EST
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